Its strange to be completely aware of the fact that these are the best days of my life, Maybe they will last until death and maybe the bliss all ends tomorrow but I push that wondering away. I try to take in every single moment. I close my eyes and press pause as often as I can, savor the love and beauty around me, memorize it, fill my being with intense gratitude. It causes physical pain to let my awareness be contemplated by thought so I mainly keep it mindless in my heart. I feel like i spent lots of my childhood dreaming up a future and I believed so much and imagined every detail, almost unconsciously, it was more like an idea I kept in my heart. I learned how to control my thoughts pushing negativity away and replacing doubt with faith. My experience on Idol was the true “Mind bootcamp” for me though. I think I reached moments of a true thought master at times :) If I could share anything with the world, teach and spread one thing it would be the power of thought. And being present at all times. There is nothing for us to gain from dwelling on the past and nothing that can prepare us for possibilities in the future. All we have is right now. No matter what painful things are going on around you, to you. There there will ALWAYS be something unpleasant happening in a human life that we can focus on, that is our existence. But there is ALWAYS something positive there too. Always. You just have to look for it then let your mind stay there. I hope that you are able to rest in what beauty is around you. I love having extra moments to look at your blogs and see into other incredible lives. we are all so different and needed. Thank you for letting me in. I let you in too :)
"The primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but your thoughts about it." — Eckhart Tolle
“The next time I have meat and mashed potatoes, I think I’ll put a very large blob of potatoes on my plate with just a little piece of meat. And if someone asks me why I didn’t get more meat, I’ll just say, “Oh, you mean this?” and pull out a big piece of meat from inside the blob of potatoes, where I’ve hidden it. Good magic trick, huh?”— Jack Handy
Living in the mouth of the canyon Watching the storms rolling in Falling leaves they surround me Waiting for winter to begin
Oh someone is missing In my corner of the world Oh someone is missing in my life I’m waiting for you my sweet love my sweet love I’m waiting for you my sweet love Wont you come and make it all right?
I used to live by the sea-side In a round house made of glass (you know I’m waiting for you) The rain had never stopped falling (and it’s comming down again) And how the ocean waves they crash
Oh something is missing In the corner of my heart Oh something is missing in my life (I’m missing you) I’m waiting for you my sweet love my sweet love I’m waiting for you my sweet love Im waiting for you my sweet love my sweet love I’m waiting for you my sweet love Wont you come and make it all right?