I feel like im on the edge of a cliff about to jump. Im so excited and Ive been waiting my entire life for this But I also feel loss, for life as I know it and life as i knew it. Its all going to change….again…. but this time it feels different. The longest period of consistency in my life so far was age 10 to 20. A good ol long chunk. We all know what kinds of things go down in those...