When I googled “First day of Spring” I was pleased to find these images. But mainly Im just pleased to be searching for images about this GLORIOUS FIRST DAY OF SPRING!!!!
My wonderful Quinno got home yesterday and today we spent the morning planning our week as we sat outside in the sunshine :) I hope that everyone feels this magical change and I dont mean the weather I mean in life, a new chapter, a new season beyond the trees.
My kickstarter project is ready to end with a bang!! everything is pretty much ready to go and its been such a long, crazy process that I can already feel my soul mending itself from the anxiety. So much of it was incredibly fun but it was a confusing nightmare at times. Cant I just sing songs all day and let people tune into my channel any damn time they want? That would just rule :) And then I would write my lyrics in perfect cursive, frame them and sell them to earn food money for my family. ahh the perfect scenario. Im not really sure whats going to happen after my album officially comes out. I cant imagine what life has planned for me. Will my music catch on and bring me solo-career-sucess? Or will a beautiful handful of people keep my music for themselves and I will continue on to find my calling? I will always sing and share it with anyone who wants a listen but theres just so much more to life :) ahhhhhh mysteriesssssss.
Its going to be a long summer with Quinn touring so much and me walking down my own path with nothing but a wussy flashlight. I seem to have to learn over and over again that there is no planning life. I can try to make a rough draft (which I do every day) and follow my goals but the final product is always something I could never imagine. And I like it. I dont really like not having control of every aspect of my life but I guess we didnt come to earth with magic wands for a reason. Cool joke god :)
I will say this, I love my life. I love it so much. I give and receive love in extreme amounts and what else could I ever ask for? Today feels special, its just really convenient that today is the first day of spring because I truly feel my soul opening up and becoming something new. A brighter, happier, lighter me. I think I can fly? Im going to head up to my roof and check it out. Let you guys know………
Have a beautiful day and week and dinner tonight. Dinner rocks. xoxo